cold

New lyrics for a song im writing.

It truly means so much to hear these words. Days like these i'l remember for the rest of my life. But theres something missing, always missing. Noone gets what its like, when im the only one whose standing in these shoes. To see the world in black and white, to be standing so far from the light. Truth be told, im everything i never wanted to be. A heartless, gutted shell of a being. Who cant determine as to whether im writing this for your or for myself. I cant, i wont forget when you turned your back and left me behind, left me to brace the cold of this world alone. To fend for myself against this monster i call my mind. Left alone to fight the pain, left outside throwing tears at the rain. Give me closure, before the sun dries me up like it did my life. Give me a reason not to end it all with this fucking knife.

Recording for the first false hope demo next week! Which will be killer because there is a mad crew going up to hang in cabins and brew hard. My weeks been pretty dim, and right now im doing work experience at the folk festival. Which suprisingly hasnt been that bad because ive been at the village stage the whole time watching mad local accoustic acts. Keen to let go and get my life back after what happened and im gonna start this weekend.
I need runaways hangs right now