why

what will me pouring my heart out to this computer do?
will it make everything better?
i hope so.

i am sick of not having someone to call my own.
i hate this situation.
i hate the ultimatum.

RE: this..

i fucking comprend el padre de nomini.

none cunts will split if i have anything to do with it.
in my short time on this earth, i've learnt that friendship is bigger than girls.
if everything that has kept them together since the beginning was ever there, than this wont be it for them.

Eli, Adrian, Daniel.

I feel selfish everyday,
for not taking the time to tell you what you mean to me.
il wake up everyday for the same two things:
to live a life i've found hardly worth living and to think of you and sing.
sometimes i think its failure by the way we were designed,
but we never had a chance, and il never find the time,
to give you all what you deserve,
you keep the smile on my face, and the warm sun on my back
from the second i woke up, until you lose me to the earth.
the dream, the dream lies fresh in my head
i promise now, il strive to it until im dead.
because i owe you more,
than the world will let me give,
and i'd carry it all for you,
because it was you who taught me to sing.