I have decided to stay posi no matter how much he hates it.
anyway, if im better by saturday i will be participating in a new musical uprising known as uppercut.
this new band entails such a lineup:
ed=vox
jt=vox
bradbury=guitar
gigantic truck=bass
moshdave=drums.
i am very excited for this and hope to just have fun, yell at society, be a nuisance and skate hard.
drawing influences from such bands as:
Product of Waste,
Kids Like Us
Ceremony,
Gorilla Biscuits
that is all.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
wierd.
i just feel like writing things down, so here goes.
these holidays have been the strangest ever.
ive had so much to do, places to go, runaways to hang with,
but its the off days that have killed me.
not 2 weeks ago, i remember telling someone that to be happy is to look outside into a deep blue sky and forget why you needed to be happy in the first place.
but if this can go through my head then how can it merit my staying in bed til 4:30 on monday.
it makes me sick that i could waste a day like that.
and it feels that im slowly growing further and further away from the outside world.
because i was completely content with lying in bed all day.
to not talk to anyone,
to call my mum to ask her a question when she was one flight of stairs away.
this current situation is at least taking my mind of everything.
maybe i just think to much.
i want to go to back to the coast already and i only got home like 5 stonethrows ago.
id happily sleep in a car again to be out of canberra.
it seemed like everything back here was so obsolete when i was at the coast.
it was probably the people too.
i need to get out of this place.
i need a new job.
i need a fresh start on life.
before the walls close in on this wasted youth of mine and trap me under the rubble of what i thought i knew.
one thing that always makes me happy is that i can always count on family.
both kinds of family.
watching la dispute 2 days in a row was better than any christmas present ive ever had.
i dont think i could thank vance enough for hooking up those shows.
dude is such a pirate.
but la dispute blew my mind.
it kills me how much his words can strike meaning into what goes into my head.
and that abandoned house just made it so much more fitting.
up the punx.
im gonna try sleep now.
if i cant talk to anyone,
il just talk to you from now on.
everything is in your head.
everything.
from justin
xoxo
these holidays have been the strangest ever.
ive had so much to do, places to go, runaways to hang with,
but its the off days that have killed me.
not 2 weeks ago, i remember telling someone that to be happy is to look outside into a deep blue sky and forget why you needed to be happy in the first place.
but if this can go through my head then how can it merit my staying in bed til 4:30 on monday.
it makes me sick that i could waste a day like that.
and it feels that im slowly growing further and further away from the outside world.
because i was completely content with lying in bed all day.
to not talk to anyone,
to call my mum to ask her a question when she was one flight of stairs away.
this current situation is at least taking my mind of everything.
maybe i just think to much.
i want to go to back to the coast already and i only got home like 5 stonethrows ago.
id happily sleep in a car again to be out of canberra.
it seemed like everything back here was so obsolete when i was at the coast.
it was probably the people too.
i need to get out of this place.
i need a new job.
i need a fresh start on life.
before the walls close in on this wasted youth of mine and trap me under the rubble of what i thought i knew.
one thing that always makes me happy is that i can always count on family.
both kinds of family.
watching la dispute 2 days in a row was better than any christmas present ive ever had.
i dont think i could thank vance enough for hooking up those shows.
dude is such a pirate.
but la dispute blew my mind.
it kills me how much his words can strike meaning into what goes into my head.
and that abandoned house just made it so much more fitting.
up the punx.
im gonna try sleep now.
if i cant talk to anyone,
il just talk to you from now on.
everything is in your head.
everything.
from justin
xoxo
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